Thursday, May 7, 2015

"apped" pupil or Jeepers It's the Creeper

7003 - Jeepers It's the Creeper


                   -Sure is a groovy day for a beach party.
-l'll say.
Shag, how you coming with the surf fishing? Not even a nibble.
Scooby, have you had any luck yet? You bet.
Hot dogs? Where did you catch them? Watch.
Hey, that's our lunch basket.
Now, why didn't l think of that? Scooby, that was, like, the one that got away.
Very funny.
-Come on, Shag.
Let's dance.
-Just one more cast.
l got a feeling l'll catch something this time.
-Using a toy mouse for bait? -Sure.
-What better way to catch a catfish? -lt figures.
Hey, l must have, like, hooked Moby Dick.
Give me a hand, Scoob.
Oh, boy.
Oh, boy.
Oh, boy.
lt must weigh a ton.
Zoinks! What's that? lt's a caveman frozen in ice.
l wonder where this frozen fright floated in from.
l know.
l read about it in the paper.
Scientists found this 2-million-year-old caveman in the Arctic.
A research vessel was taking him to Oceanland.




I wake up.
only to take a pill to be -
gone.

sometimes the pill or pills work to knock me .out within 20 minutes...
or I stay in some  unclassifiable state of awake-ness.

unclassifiable
 is what one strives for
when remote neural monitoring
-talks back

that is what Brain Computer Interface is
 by the way.
REMOTE NEURAL MONITORING TALKS BACK
(this dear reader.
dear future consumer of the nightmare that is A.I. and Deep Learning ..and "apps" that let TV engage Just You! ooh consumer for Virtual Reality
to enhance you ...so you now with an open Mind can 'grow" and "Be all you were Meant to be"
if G-d above ...did not "stop "
himself ..form letting his children
no longer have to communicate with mere words..but thoughts..and feelings
there will be no wars you see with the empathy
one with glean
literally feeling as if one WERE another ..

yeah
you'll believe it.
you'll buy it
you already have ...haven't you?
posting
typing ...taking photos of every aspect of yourself ..so you will be transparent

we are being trained
as a tribe
to think to another..

as a tribe we do like wearing silly looking headsets
upon our pates
or glasses..
Google Glass(es) or any other kind.

we trust our service providers.
-although they have showed us time and time again-
for our Mighty Homeland we must expect
inspection of our thoughts made readable by fingers and keyboards
we "let it slide" that any information that MUST move through the invisible
wireless MAGIC
in the airways
for the greater good ...must be
studied and judged.....
and if we do not approve of this
there is little if nothing we can do about it..
about a system made to big to Jail ,fail much less derail in courts and whatnot..

besides YOU
what are you hiding that you deem to personal not to be perused by greater ,more prudent minds than your own?


 I very much doubt you dear reader have been
"app-ed" as a Guinie Pig for Synthetic Telepathy (look it up hon')
-although the number of people who have been goes up and up and up each year
so who knows?
certainly not you...
how can you dear reader be aware of a carbon nano tube the size of a molecule all up inside thy head?
UNTIL
UNTIL:
enough neural data is captured.like a Selfie In the A.I. Sky
to
interface with ...
to 'know a little bit MORE bout ' jew for our files..
             like to learn to help you for yourself
every time you post ..or upload a pic of yourself or what new band you found
you are interfacing..
in a few years ..little by little idiotic "apps" will be introduced purposely  bulky ...and un-usable except ...
in private..
yet the companies making Occulus Rift ..know
Americans despise privacy.
.every thing we do..must be out and about.....
we will not wear glasses or headsets.

if our eyes are bad....we will get Lasik
if our ears can't hear so good we will get cochlear implants ..that cannot be seen

not a hearing id ...eeeewwww

I speak to the makers of Oculus Rift.only online..
" I can tell" supposedly their attitude toward me by some yellow or green emoji
(we speak to each other as we do children..)
my Mandlers have taught me
that a Grapheme.is not only about deducing the phonics of words now but the phonics of inner sight ..
the cartoon
which SEEMS so innocuous ..
when specifically "played with" to be a mathematical/phoneme of ,"I say you think"
becomes a new horror show.
when I chat with the makers of Emotiv BCI headsets or Occulus Rift about
the obvious
eventualities of sub dermal insertives that require only the auditory and visual cortex
to be attenuated for gaming ..
they insist this technology is still in development
(never mind that this technology was "in development and almost "good to go" in 1975...when we ,at first were" being primed" for it's assimilation
via books like "Future Shock"

but someone decided to  push back A.I.'s timeline always TEN top 20 years from now.
every 10 to 20 years..
knowing somehow we'd collectively forget...
what previously was on the front of ever Time Magazine ,Newsweek and New York Times Magazine in 1979, 1981 ,1983..
but than
POOF
no more.
I receive a purple emoji  which I am to understand means "crossed eyed" you soo cray cray ..
BRB..no make that SUL..CTRN
I am too old or too cray cray to understand the linguistics of Visual Graphame.

fuck you very much

I turn my attention to Evan Rainy ..who as intrusive as he might be..
knows me
..reads my every thought without the absurdity of
thought to text.to user..
but Mind to Mind ..in real time
without the self censorship
(no I didn't text fuck you very much to Millennial at Occulus Rift dear reader..for one day
my Gaming abilities ...learned by being "a human Game piece"
"app-ed" outta my mind and outta this Time..
might land me a job...
creating Deep Learning Programs for 5 year olds.
who need to understand the "jist" of calculus ...before they can properly understand Shakespearean couplets.


My team makes me see..fearful faces in ever available crease in my bedding ..
I say too much
I am breaking the rules
of being
someone lab rat..
they might cut of my tail if this tale keeps getting closer and closer to
certain details
which by the way have little to do with the easement of interface into the communal way
but the very sick sick
manner in which
fodder for social explorations based on human engineering
(so I and others raised as I was )
might be suitably
schism-ed .
for direct neural interface
and be able to disassociate on CUE..

so information might be place in pieces of splintered self-ness

I care quite little for keeping these aspects to myself.
for I can care less ..anymore..
if I come to an early demise..


it wasn't a place he wanted to go.
back to there.
but it explains everything about how it got to here.
and because he didn't  want to be here anymore. and because he could not bare to see THEM get away with what they did
he ,who was once too afraid to write the story as it happened.and who was involved
was now too afraid to not
the thought of this being ..just a demonstration of a man still too afraid .
of the threat ..when they put the gun in his mouth.
and took him to the horrible house.
I had tried writing it before,



back to thinking ..just to my "team'
who have caged me in this unseen cage
this mimicry of madness..that 30 billion dollars went in perfecting

tell me why I should not scream


about being taken
as
specimen
as a  Project Bluebird
might take a Monarch butterfly
under their "ism"
and teach them to fly -right......or wrong

into a jar with it's lid screwed on as tight
as the various Imprints and Cues allow..

even at THIS age I am lead by the old ,old imprints...and references..
but something has changed....I am too aware now of the "concept " of cybernetic control and the mind's natural reaction to symbols it has been equated with..
how difficult it is not to see in the mind's eye the color purple

when one has been taught what purple is

how not to think
of money when  a small $ appears as if in mid air ..life a hologram
only you can see.

or the logo of The Facetaker and the dreams you've had over and over of what happens to men and women raised on LA Referentials

Evan Rainy graphs the first few bars of the Opening
of the Drew Decker.'s
Facetaker

run run as fast you can
                   the facetaker needs a new mask again
                        he'll tie you to a bed put sensors in your head
to make sure when he cuts that  your mind is read
run run somewhere in your mind
thinking your thinking still can hide
as if all 's been said
as the knife makes a slit and the Proxy's soul gets bled.


(2)cannot help but attenuate my thoughts to  them.no matter how many benzos I pop



I believe
what they believe ..when I process at all
anything beyond  my "earworm of the day"
the mindless song I choose to focus on .
in loop through my mind
that "runs in tune " with the 3 white noise machines I keep on ay once

"Hello girl it''s been awhile .not much .how bout you" not quite sure why I called./guess I just wanted /to /talk to you

any state of awake-ness.is considered consciousness.
but I am not sure.
I am not sure of any of this
this
is all ...
there is nothing more to work with...
I can't give them a full minute of consciousness.

I just can't do this.
it would be wrong of me to..
but nothing is or will ever be as wrong as what they do.

I am supposed to 'keep in mind" that the world is basically good.
and that one day.
these experiments will
cease of be discovered.
apologized for.

in spite of the rich data these studies have offered all fields of science..most of all medical
some president will apologize.
some money handed out to families whose sons or daughters killed themselves
and nothing more will be said about
these tests until some film comes out
or cable series
many years from now

that's how the world works.

----------------
man has always raped the fields  and oceans ..and plundered the earth it won in wars
man has always taken whatever
a weaker man or weaker nation (or a nation caught off guard) offered up
by their active denial
that everything gets taken if it is not protected.

like our national rights
and  civil liberties  were in the name of National Security
over a decade ago.

or does this make me a dissident
stating the obvious..
and therefor suitable fodder to be used as I am..
as Human Guinea Pig. Human Monkey.

---------------
thing is -
this is not ...just something that happened.
but something pre-planned.
that I would become just one of many dissidents
parading their disregard for a nation that went rogue on it's own people



part of consciousness.
 or the type of consciousness those that research mental state p300 neural spikes and Brain Map of consciousness

(3) what I spent quite some time writing about yesterday in as many forms of anything but first person singular as possible .
describes ..
certain bits and pieces ..of "How I Met my Mandlers'

Tim Trimdoll.wasn't in  a place he wanted to go.He wasn't in the car because he wanted to be
and he wasn't so young he
he could really blame anyone but himself.
at least he thought that then
it would be decades from NOW
when he would realize it was not through chance he ended up in LA
nothing was by chance ..
he was in a maze..
born into a theater piece of some kind..that was based on gathering evoked potentials based on predictive response
 a closed loop  of causal effect by initiated actions
 based on  G'H.Peto's  notion of what inevitable disposition one with "a dirty whore of a mother " like his
would do concerning ALWAYS being drawn to the Lowest Common Denominator
PLEASURE

and Tim Trimdoll had seen the photo
and could not get the photo out of his mind
of THIS MAN
         and
those
                       men that  he could not bare to see THEM get away with what they did
Tim Trimdoll who was once too afraid to write the story as it happened
was now too afraid to not ...

write about the night
when they put the gun in his mouth.
and took him to the horrible house.

 the first time the veneer ..
was lifted ..it was via Evan
they wanted him to know

why  to crush him
what else could explain the relish they took in inducing him Grand Stories
about Grand Ideas
of Human Engineering that began way before "the apps"
 the odd pleasure the interface had woven the intricate plot ...just to his "size" just culled enough so a Dummy like him "could get it"

but
GET IT
GOOOOD..
. that his whole life  had been a project ,a spinning wheel in Guinie Pig cage.. alchemized by "nerve agents"  and placed Mickeys

in the bottle
in carpet
in the ass
                             ...and "by chance "  upon studied
(and studied by those who by than had placed "apps" in him that his "team' could enjoy Tim Trimdoll's unhinging .....of Tim revisiting his every " CHANCE MEETING
 now  another no chance in hell was this meeting not arranged..

provocations
some call it Gang Stalking
Mobbing
Gas Lighting (sum enchanted eeeeeevening  jew might meet a stranger..)
to you they were starngers
but this strange
always seemed to KNOW you sooooo well

including  Drew Decker.
"hey...you want to party?..you look like a guy who likes to have fun.."

Tuesday, May 5, 2015

1993 los angeles..."The Men"/"app-ed" pupil

(1)in a very real way.a guy stops caring.
stops caring about explaining it
.way past the point of caring if I wake up.

documenting "it"
was one of the reasons I bothered waking at all..
.it has crushed me though

.there is no justice
..
I see ..it in his eyes  the one
they have used.to kill
at the same time
another story
 I recognize the  recognized famous face from my past
who lured people I knew Ricks, Thomas E. "Nonlethal Arms, New Class of Weapons Would Incapacitate Foe, Limit Casualties," Wall Street Journal, 4 Jan. 1993, Front Page. Los Alamos Laboratory. "Non-Lethal Defense, a classified Conference with Janet Reno, Attorney General, Speaker," Laurel, MD, 16-17 Nov. 1993. Oris Search, CIA F80-0547 San 1974 02-08 "(Deleted) Scientist May Employ Pulsed Microwaves For Mind Control."
4. [Opall, Barbara. "U.S. Explores Russian Mind-Control Technology," Defense News, 11-17, Jan 1993, P. 29. Walker, Sam. "'Nonlethal Weapons', James Bond Style," Christian Science Monitor, 6 Sept. 1994, P.12.
 into "their game" in LA..
he's  doing  well..weller than well.
 

it all set me off.
more than I am used to
 "..
this week watching a killer/a shooter I suspect-- has reasons --not his own--for what he did
that nobody will ever get into
maybe not even him
,,someone important twill tell him to shut up
like they did me
or put someone in his cell to punch him around so he willknow--we don't talk about that
or tell him
"something bad might happen to his parents..and after all you did ..do you need that on your shoulders as well?"

I know .they did to him ..to james holmes what they did to me

I can't explain it...because I myself am still too afraid of those days
and those men
that have never quite gone away
(always somewhere.saying something behind you in a supermarket..about some "GUY..some GUY had HIS HEAD cut I hear RIGHT OFF.._ I used to turn around and see who "the guy was talking to-
nobody.
he's smiling ..looking now at some People magazine putting his finger on Jennifer Anniston's..beach house..

don't talk .don't write ..
don't say..wha tthey did to you
 to discover IF
 YOU had what "it took" to be James Holmes

I watch him sit there..in the court..on the computer..they don't mention his case on tv

surely he's  not getting  the defense he so badly needs for doing something so indefensible
last week I had planned to go to Colorado..just to speak to his father
and explain what they
...and by they I mean mentors..i mean "The Men"...face to face and otherwise
do to you
describe how they can keep you up ,awake for a month..tell you to eat very little
talk to you some days very nice ..some days just warn you..
what could happen to 'who's this girl in this picture James"


 ..watching james holmes  parents on the screen  as confused as their son - how they got there.

strange bit s of news come out on the same day about a victim of rape  who I was all for

 finally breaking the barrier of silence
 and not being intimidating  of some of Hollywood 's elite...
who use their status to exploit ..
people with nothing.
 That same director.
who I met ..only 2 or three years older than me..at the time.
I looked younger than.
.I lived on and around santa monica blvd.
sometimes slept in cars..or behind dumpsters..
usually ..guys would buy you a hotel room for a coupla' days or nites come around after work..i was young.
and liked to party ...and wanted to write for the movies.write or draw  for animation
=I was stupid

mainly I want to be out there
I just didn't know what was "out there" or what I was getting into
in 1993
that
the entire part  of town they call Hollywood was doing testing.
silent sound.
MK -Ultra shit.

I always wondered why that particular part of town between vine and Wilcox was never
developed.
now I have too good an idea.
it's a casting stage in it self ..a huge net ..spread out to catch people..
it isn;t so hard...to captivate people who moved to a town that"promised" captivation..
everyone was "in ' on the testing..
from "that Church" I won't get into to the
:men in slacks ..to the studios themselves..
although I was in my early 20's I was still sorta a kid..
I worked at various escort services in Philly because I wasn't good at holding a real job..
and mainly because I wanted time to learn how to paint..it was a shit life
I met a boyfriend
and we decided we both were gonna "leave the past" behind. His drug problem my hooking
and start over..
in LA..he wanted to be a comedian...me a cartoonist or something
and we wanted to be in the sun where it never seemed like winter.
we were in love ..it seemed..
till we got to las vegas..
but carried on ..to LA deciding whatever out relationship ..we
were still in it together...
till we weren't ..
he started using again..and I was losing my fuckin mind workin in a hardware store
so naturally found my self back to what I did in philly ..
hooking
and that's when I met the tv and Movie people
and next the Black Slacks people
and also the "church ' people who all pretty much seemed at least at that strange time in LA to be working together
to procure people
into this odd program
it was all about sex and drugs
but the drugs weren't normal street drugs
they were mind expanding drugs but not lsd..something else.called dmt
and you were supposed to think in terms of colors and symbols when you were on them
you could never be alone after you did these drugs
or really ever..
the people were scary and wanted you to be scared.
my boyfriend had long since gone away...I was not tight with my folks who thought I was scum.
and completely depended  now on these people.
but it was the movie and tv people
who were the scariest..
they knew you like ddoing drugs..
so they'd get together and have sex with you and smoke crack.
but somehow they knew that you wer ein some "program"...they'd hin tat it..you knew you couldn't talk about it..the trying to think in symbols and colors
and all this crazy stuff they said..
and because they'your guys" thought you could learn to think a certain way if only you learned it
you were encouraged to go to "the church" and not so much take ..classes as help bring people into the annexes.
by just dressing in a tie and holding pamphlets,,and smiling
it was weird cuz' you kinda knew "this church' hated gays
but they also wanted you..to like focus on gay guys who seemed lost..or something..and talk up "the church'and all in the bars  in west Hollywood...by wearing your uniform and carrying your pamphlets around
than you'd go back to your flea bag hot in studio city or koreatown and do drugs with the tv and movie guys
who liked pushing you around an having big straight guys watch you do things.
it was never actors..always the
producers or assistant directors all who were married..
the black slacks guys..never asked about what you did with the church just if  anyone was teaching "on the sly" how one can learn to think "in white'
in Pure..
in symbols.."in the smallest ..idea for a thought..that is never suppose dto come unless you  hear it..from somewhere outside yourself"''was the jist..
these guys were older than you and seemed real fun ..serious but smart as you can imagine..
they didn't do drugs with you to get high

but only "for work" like you and they were both discovering "the mind'
;;
got hurt pretty bad by one of the tv movie people..
wanted to get away..
that fear..this new fear in me showed..
and bothered the Black slacks guys who recoomended now I don't do street drugs or hook ..
and find a real job maybe within the "Church"
(2)

reading about an actor who sued several that I know used him like a piece of meat...who threated him with a gun
the accuser might be going to jail
I know how they work..
getting this young man who they knew had nothing and yes very much still 'had the nerve " to want a better life..
and seeing how they Procured him one.
specifically.with enough quicksand to fall in by several men who's job it was to "set up " the accuser to ...
"go ahead anyway' and buy into hot real estate ventures. not quite legal
all so when the right time came
one of the accuser's ...
power broker's could "call fraud"..

(2015)
I see this movie director's face as clearly as I did when I first met him
back when I was in LA in my early 20.s
fallen on hard times.
him picking me up off the streets bringing me all over the city with his henchmen and hold ons
placing a gun in my mouth telling me I had to do what he said the big guys he ran .kept with him were not just there to dress up the room..
between that
and reading more ..too much about a certain shooter being told things..
to think a certain way..and to trust his mentors the same they did to me..
for years ...to see if I "had it in me" to
do whatever I was "there's for"..
months in that apartment ...being taught..
being trained
I took most of those posts down
they wanted me to
do something to an actor....I don't l know why..
when I made clear to them I couldn't ..wouldn't they asked me to move to Las vegas .That day..I didn't..
and the cops came..
I was out of LA in not time
but not before they arrested me under false charges..
made sure I would not come back to LA ..
expected me to not show up ..and thus know if I returned to California .
would be able to be picked up...for skipping court.
but it was taken care of.at great expense .from here..with a lawyer they didn't expect me to be able to afford..
currently I am seeking to re-open my docket
and sue the Los Angles Police ,2 members of the Van Nuys court and the board of trustees at UCLA who have a long history of using Olive View Hospital as it's "study room"






At the 1978 SALT peace talks, Russian President Brezhnev suggested banning weapons "more frightful than the mind of man has ever conceived." Although no public admission of this was made, the Soviet's research was clearly worrying the US. And there was good reason to be concerned. For example, in 1974, Kaznacheyev believed that he had demonstrated death could be caused by beaming ultraviolet rays from a distance. Pavlita, a Czech engineer, showed he could kill insects at distance by using psychotronic devices. Soviet scientists were able to kill goats at ranges beyond one kilometer."
Trying to play catch-up, the US Army and Navy embarked on intensive research programs encompassing aspects of electromagnetics, microwaves, radio transmissions, and so on. Most of these programs were highly classified. Some sections which had not been initially classified were reclassified in the late 1970s. Laws were introduced to curtail any inquiries made by the public. University authorities were banned from questioning the members of their own academic fraternity engaged in such programs. Educational values and ethics became irrelevant. The results of some of the experimental programs were shocking.
Extensive testing was conducted in the Army, Navy, Air Force, and CIA, either through contractors or in their own laboratories. Contractors provided non-volunteer human testers. Several military contracts involved working in highly dangerous environments. Years later, a flood of court cases brought by unwitting victims once more raised the serious question: does the end justify the means? Several lives were lost, yet no liability has ever been admitted by the establishments or their contractors. The situation remains the same today.
Since 1961, work by Frey and others has shown that microwave energy is capable of producing tachycardia (speeding of the heartbeat) and bradycardia (slowing of the heartbeat). A 1976 US State Department report suggested it was possible to induce a heart attack in a person from a distance with radar. 
In 1973, Bawin et al.,      provided evidence that brain waves can be inhibited or enhanced by low power VHF energy. Animal brainwave patterns went from waking to comatose when Becker placed a magnetic field at the right angle to the brainstem.  By 1974, SRI had developed a computer system capable of reading a person's mind by correlating the brain waves of subjects on an electroencephalograph with specific commands.  The concept of mind-reading computers is no longer science fiction. Neither is their use by Big Brotherly governments. Major Edward Dames said in April 1995 on NBC's The Other Side program: "The US government has an electronic device which could implant thoughts in people." Dames would not comment any further. P. 167, 170, 172
On 22 April 1993, the main evening news on BBC Television broadcast a story on a new American development – a non-lethal weapon.  David Shukman, Defense Correspondent, interviewed US Army Colonel John B. Alexander and Janet Morris, two of the main proponents of a concept of disorientating an enemy and rendering them incapable of retaliating without actually causing any obvious physical harm.  The main person behind this concept was Col. Alexander. He spent part of his career as a Commander of Green Berets Special Forces in Vietnam, and currently holds the post of Director of Non-lethal Programs at Los Alamos National Laboratories.
In 1991, Janet Morris issued a number of papers  and the US Army published a detailed draft report on ‘Operations Concept for Disabling Measures.' Laboratories were "developing a high power, very low frequency acoustic beam weapon" projecting non-penetrating, high frequency acoustic bullets. According to one Morris paper, US Special Operations Command already had a portable microwave weapon. "US Special Forces can cook internal organs."     ‘Infrasound' used acoustic beams. Very low frequency (VLF) sound, or low frequency RF modulations can cause nausea, vomiting and abdominal pains. "Some very low frequency sound generators, in certain frequency ranges, can cause the disruption of human organs and, at high power levels, can crumble masonry."
That such weapons have been used can be in little doubt. When the deployment of Cruise missiles at American bases in the UK was at its height, women peace campaigners staged a series of highly publicized peaceful protests. In late 1985, the women living in the peace camps at Greenham Common began to experience unusual patterns of illness, ranging from severe headaches, drowsiness, menstrual bleeding after the onset of menopause, to bouts of temporary paralysis and faulty speech coordination. Electronics Today magazine carried out a number of measurements, and in December 1985 published their report which concluded: "Readings taken with a wide range of signal strength meters showed marked increases in the background signal level near one of the women's camps at a time when they claimed to be experiencing ill effects." They noted that if the women created noise or a disturbance near the fence, the signals rose sharply. P. 201
The evidence suggests that the technology to produce ‘voices in the head' does exist. The Dept. of Defense acquired technology to alter consciousness through various projects and programs. The abstract from one program states: "A system for altering the states of human consciousness involves the simultaneous application of multiple stimuli, preferably sounds, having different frequencies and wave forms."      From another: "Researchers have devised a variety of systems for stimulating the brain to exhibit specific brain wave rhythms and thereby alter the state of consciousness of the individual subject.     Silent subliminal messages were "used throughout Operation Desert Storm (Iraq) quite successfully."
Various types of apparatus have been tested and used to ‘inject' intelligible sounds into the heads of human beings. Sound could also be induced in someone's head by radiating the head with radio waves including microwaves in the range of 100 to 10,000 MHz, that are modulated with particular waveform. P. 204
The latest development in the technology of induced fear and mind control is the cloning of the human EEG or brain waves of any targeted victim, or indeed groups. With the use of powerful computers, segments of human emotions which include anger, anxiety, sadness, fear, embarrassment, jealousy, resentment, shame, and terror, have been identified and isolated within the EEG signals as ‘emotion signature clusters.' Their relevant frequencies and amplitudes have been measured. Then the very frequency/amplitude cluster is synthesized and stored on another computer. Each one of these negative emotions is properly and separately tagged. They are then placed on the Silent Sound carrier frequencies and could silently trigger the occurrence of the same basic emotion in another human being.
 

unit 731

Sunday, May 3, 2015

big crash .big deal.(xxxx destroys the tv in the common area)

Technically, coercion requires that threat/harm must come from coercer. It is not coercion either to refuse to help someone or to put conditions on the help, provided that the person refusing or making conditions did not cause the victim's predicament. For example:
1. Poor student applies for educational loan from bank. Bank's conditions, or refusal to provide loan, is not coercion, because the bank caused neither student's poverty nor student's need for money.
2. Man drives woman out into desert and then gives woman a "choice": consent to sex or be abandoned in middle of desert. Man coerced woman, because man caused woman's plight. Coercion invalidates any "consent" that might be given




.The ‘forgotten’ lobotomies on World War II vets
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BY News Desk  December 11, 2013 at 3:52 PM EDT


 

Around 2,000 mentally ill veterans were lobotomized in the years during and after World War II, according to a Wall Street Journal report published Wednesday.
The Journal came upon a collection of memos, letters and government reports that described the Veterans Association’s use of the brain-altering operations in 1,930 documented cases, with reason to believe more procedures had occurred during gaps in the records. According to the report, the operations were performed on former servicemen that had been diagnosed as “depressives, psychotics and schizophrenics, and occasionally on people identified as homosexuals.”
A lobotomy procedure involved severing connections between the pre-frontal area and the rest of the brain, which were, at the time, thought to promote “excessive and compulsive” emotions.
Lobotomies were reportedly used in VA hospitals as final answer if other treatments used in attempts to treat mentally ill veterans — such as alternating high-pressure blasts of hot and cold water, insulin-induced comas and electroshock therapy — were deemed ineffective. The operations, the Journal says, sometimes helped with the symptoms that would today commonly fall under post-traumatic stress disorder.
However, the procedures were often reported to leave the patients in a state described as “overgrown children,” unable to care for themselves. Seizures, amnesia, motor function loss and even death were other common outcomes.
The Wall Street Journal’s report, “The Lobotomy Files: Forgotten Soldiers,” digs into the VA’s use of lobotomy in the 40s and 50s and tells the story of World War II bomber Roman Tritz, who spent eight years in a VA hospital after the war and was lobotomized just before his 30th birthday

The new format of lobotomizing "dissidents" or "undesirables" American Citizens since the mid 1970's

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2- At first the fear is that you will die ..than it is that you will live..
..there is no explaining it..a judge ,jury and executioner ..reading your every thought
..heckling back this thought at you.

 Challenging you to dare  speak about it..write about it ..but you do.
..what type of person wouldn't  ..they take everything away from you.

 What they "put in you..in your eyes ,,ears..dreams thoughts is only to provoke dis assimilation...breakdown or rage..they will never be caught ..if ,years from now some information comes out THERE will BE REASON UPON REASON that this type of Human Experimentation HAD to take place for the greater good...what is jarring is that this is occurring right here .right now..by some of the most respectable colleges ,hospitals institutions. And they KNOW how many of us have killed ourselves and others ..the collateral damage is not just the Targeted Individuals forced to be "appended" but also those who "get in the way" of certain "renditions " concerning thresholds -and crossing the lines one would not (could not) if they not entirely now under another's persuasion.- Cole  Cohen 5/25/14

(3)
 

it was one of the rare times .XXXX and I were downstairs.watching tv..the downstairs which was supposed to originally be ..sort OF
a place for our roommates to "like" be "allowed" to hang in..
somehow became ...like their
AREA ...an extension of their rooms..
and the upstairs became mine  and XXXXs area..

I "hang" with the roommates ONLY when I am drunk.
I am not the "hanging type"
for this reason I believe I was "app-ed"
I was raised to be this way
very very very carefully
some kids are raised to be have high self worth
I was raised only to be used for projects
my dad..was a queer.
and was in the service...and cause of this they made him get married.
and have a kid
for service
it took years for him to tell me
it took him literally on his death bed ..to say
...let me tell you why ...we raised you all cwwwwazy
cause it was my duty.
and they were doing it in Russia.

well pop..what was it.

the 3 don't really go together ..pop..
than he died

my several stepmoms etc...would not go "into it"
and how I wanted them to go into nothing else.
.

so ...I didn't mind that the roomates stayed downstairs..
sometimes I'd go down there like when I felt I needed to get out of my head and could use   some cacophony 
could lose myself in  so much yapping about NOTHING to  calms me down
also cause being down there
it reminds me
unlike TV which reminds me different ..that hey I don't like this being all crowded in .. making conversation for no reason..
and being all up against one another on the couch
and can see up center and real  how very very disturbing this type of behavior IS
for me
and how although I might get a little envious of how folks ACT on tv and out on the street  being all
tight and together..
very much ...this is NOOOOOOOOO
type of "Beingness" I like...

I do not mind the type of
GROUP -ness I get at the annex..
because we serve a purpose...
we're not just FOOLS sitting around talking about a whole lot of  nothing

so it was odd we were down stairs in the first place 
 

usually when we met it was in either in XXXXX's  room or mine.and .it was rare that all the roomates were out
I knew XXXX was on something

when
xxxx broke the tv.By throwing a lamp at it

..some news program was on ..and that  Edwin Snowdin was talking about something ...and I watched XXXX go all wacky eye-ed watching this Edward  guy talk---and than BANGO BOOOOM no more Snowdan

later he explained to the roommates he expected the TV to break with Edward Snowden's face ,like.
permanently on the tv..so maybe he and I could sell the tv with snowdin's face on it like
some art piece

than He just got mad all over again
saying  Snowden  never said nothing we didn't already know.
look what they did to Dumbo

.and with that XXXX went upstairs
 leaving me to deal with the angry roommates

who ,if you ask me over reacted

.
they know and  I know

 XXXX gets "like this " when he 's on Meth..sometimes
but still
there was a mean part of me
that
wanted the roommates to ask XXXX to leave the house
.even though it is me and xxxx that own the house.
they have asked me to leave many times
usually at XXXX's request


when I
 so much
 as don't clean
 the dryer filter
all hell goes loose
 and there's always some kind of   "group meeting 
insinuating  that I am trying to make the house a flop house..

anyway..
there's some talk that XXXX should go to rehab..
and more talk about if asbestos or something
is in the broken bits of Tv glass or tv plastic   thats sorta hanging off  and on to the tv
they're too afraid to touch the bits of broken tv
and they all say ..they think VMOs or VUO  or something are gonna come out of the tv
these poisons
in fact  
 there's a weird chemically smell from the smashed tv
..that in fact seems like it would make a cool smelling cologne-
this is about to come out of my mouth
but somehow I stop the words  from leaving my mouth
for I can sense if I say this it would be in appropriate. Like the dr I used to see told me ..
years ago.
when he was teaching me .
.or trying to teach me how to "act"
 in social situations ..that often it was best if one didn't say anything..
rather than whatever is on the top of their head.
especially if the person who often  finds himself often "on the spot "
 for saying things "it might be better not to" with his  Autistic like "ways"
 
I can't explain to you
 how damn somber everyone seemed though.
cause of a damn tv?..

one of the roomates says we must all have a meeting
about the "way" things are "happening in the housea' like SHE owns the damn thing..the house I mean
This is something XXXX would say ...or would say LATER when we were out of "earshot"

anyway,we have this "idiotic meeting" /house meeting" that they genuinely expect me to sit through
even though I SAY I should GO UP and check on XXXX
see?
see/ how little they care about things that really matter?

well the meeting begins ..the Alpha "Girl"roomie (notice I don't use her name..because I am not "allowed" to ..no
moreso because I DON'T WANT TO..!)
asking me
what I did to set XXXX off.

"excuse me?" I ask"what did I do?"

I swear to G-d they all look at me..
like I am supposed to respond..
I tell them."..all I did was answer XXXX when he asked me a question about Edward Snowden is all.."

"XXXX asked you..about YOU'RE feelings and idea about Edward Snowden?"The girl I dislike lately more than this girl's girlfriend , the "girl" saying it in a way that implies -why would anyone ask YOU anything let alone care what you say back..

Liam ,being reasonable or trying to be ..puts his hand up ,like some actor..saying whoa now whoah now and turns to me and asks what XXXX said.

XXXX said ,I say"I wonder if anyone would have cared if Snowden told the people that all the TVs across America had hidden cameras in them watching us watch.."

"and you said what back ,Dumbo?"the  Alpha "girl" Roomie says.

I said what I thought I tell the group that-"no I doubt anyone would care.and even if they did what could they do about it."

"so ,in a way ,"Alpha Girl Roomie says ,"YOU admit you provoked XXXX to break the TV by egging him on with his tweaked out ideas.."she says.

"Yeah...that's what happened. And before THAT..! ," I shout getting up,"before that happened! I had XXXX under my spell and was having XXXX bob back and forth the living room balking like a chicken.."

"what she is trying to say is ,"Liam says, "because you in a way instigated XXXX's delusions ..by agreeing with his conclusions IN a WAY you should help pay for the TV..or at least put in more to get it replaced than any of us"

"I don't even watch TV down here..either does XXXX usually..."I say.Feeling like- Reminding them me and XXXX had bought that TV for the roommates.

before the roommates were even selected.
and nowhere in any of your leases  does it say you were promise a TV ..just USE of the Common Rooms
and kitchen

but I don't say it ..cause I know I will begin stuttering ..
and in a way I think I might just start saying things that are in my mind that should stay there
primarily
I was glad, in a way that XXXX broke the TV..maybe now they, the other roommates might not be always DOWN there smoking weed and drinking. And laughing at the dumb little glass  rectangle now busted into bits..

'XXXX was doing so well...staying clean ..but your behavior set him off..talking and writing about the stuff you do
it wouldn't surprise me if it was you who gave him the drugs..."someone says

"you people are insane.." I say and go upstairs to XXXX's room.

"are you Ok?" I ask him.I can tell he's  jonesing or just took too much..or something.I am used to "him being the boss" not him being all sedate and confused.. ..

"I just wanted to break it.The Tv ..I just needed to see I could make it stop making noise and showing pictures...it needed to show it  that it could be stopped .."

I am afraid to agree with him.now ..
even philosophically or philosophically delusional-ly
 I understand what he's saying
but can't help wondering why he did not just turn it off..

as if reading my mind he says,"Even when it's off it could still be on and you wouldn't know it would you? ever?

I see him looking at the tv across from his bed and see if he has anything hard or puncture-ish in his hand

'You are all I need who is hard and puncture-ish  in my hand Dumbo" XXXX says jumping on me in a nice gentle way
 ..ususally I 'd be angry
            that he's wearing the little ear piece Merge gave him.
without telling me
..I take the ear piece out.of his ear and .XXXX doesn't resist.

"you told me from now on you would always let me know .
when they were doing that with the Merge "

'I just wanted to know what was going on down there with the Tv  .."XXXXX says ,"without me having to be down there  and Merge agreed to let me listen
it was like you were down on a mission ..
and I was ...on the space craft ..listening in to my boy

thAN HE SAYS "..you really wish they would throw me out ,"XXXX says, licking my ear..

I get up ...but don't leave the room ..

I feel like asking him if he has more crank around .
EVEN THOUGH  don't do it any more.,
 
..while  I am sort of glad he can't read my thoughts ...it's sorta' stupid me ..scoping around   having sneaky feelingS only my Mandlers hear.
.
I know he can see me looking around
and more so pretending I am not.

"it's in the desk drawer"XXXX says

I look in the drawer and see the half a packet.
I touch IT.WANT IT SORTA'  but close the desk drawer.

"someone is making progress..in spite of themselves aren't they dumbo?"XXXX says
"Maaaay-be even a little too much..."XXXX adds..

I turn around and ask him what does that mean
and i see he is no more on meth than I am

even
even when he did that to the tv.
it was some game
to teach me some lesson
.

'it means ...don't tell me you don't understand ..it's the only way someone like you understands ---that entire scene..with the tv..with them explaining you might be egging people on..didn't resonate?"...In terms of some of that shit you're posting ..which doesn't exactly FIT the DUMBO profile..

"Dumbo is SUPPOSED to be the Nice Guy..the likable GUY in the story...not a DICK.."XXXX says grabbing me from behind choking me than..letting go..'and Dumbo is writing about THE WRONG THINGS.."

"How can anybody STAY a nice guy when they live with you ..Scumbag?"I say,feeling my neck,wondering why he didn't choke me harder..

"dumbo better be HAPPY that Dumbo lives at all," XXXX says back,"I didn't mean to do that..you make me do it..we've been through this..," XXXX says looking at my throat for marks.
"If you really need a new handler...ground bound wise...think it to THEM..he says pointing at the little ear piece Merge gave him ---Because maybe it hasn't occurred to you that YOU'RE taking a toll on me as well..."

"you get paid for the TOLL I am taking on you buddy....what am I getting out of this?I say

"EXACTLY what you're putting into it...." XXXX says,putting my hands around his throat...,"Do it.." he says,meaning choke him ...so we're
EVEN
but -this whole mind fuck has been orchestrated ONLY to make me un- even.
odd man out
all the time
. I start to choke him
so would you..between that nonsense downstairs...and being choked for nooooo reason

"Yo Dumbo," Evan graphs, appearing as Jiminy Cricket "He wants you to..why you think he checked you for marks...word on high says THEY want in jail again.."

I stop..

"you have to learn how to NOT let anyone SEE you are SEEING man"XXXX says looking in the direction I "saw" Evan

"why you want me in jail again?" I ask XXXX,kinda showing off I NEED NO EAR PIECE

..and Oh I don't know so you STOP writing it the way you are...have you any fuckin' idea what you are insinuating when you stand up for James Holmes ..or what trouble you can get me you and everybody in this house in writing about "a ring"..who do you think you are .who told you YOU were allowed to write this stuff? THEM..your Mandlers? Oh I doubt it ..OH I know it...
 
what was it ..
that little voice inside your fuckin' head you
prove someone needs to monitor
BECAUSE you have NO self control!..LISTEN Dumbo
..they presented  material to you JUST  to see what you'd do with it? 
they KNEW you'd feel something for James Holmes and question if maybe ..there wasn't more to that situation..
question is ...would it matter if there was..? certainly not to the victims.
EVEN if.
and you're writing about ....

"I feel .I just knid of KNOWJames Holmes was set up,' I say ,"some of the things they did to him they did to m-"

"no Dumbo ," XXXX yells grabbing me from behind putting his hand over my mouth,and than he turns me around and makes me,forces me to look him eye to eye."Never ,ever say certain things..
he takes his hand off my mouth
and I say,"AND that stuff  those movie guys did to that guy ..I told you what happened when I was younger in LA.."

'AND YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE ...If you didn't MAYBE you'd still BE in LA..maybe I wouldn't have to fuckin' babysit you till they day they finally decide to come and .."

XXXX takes the meth out of his desk draw and shoves the rest of it on his forefinger.."take it all in " he says holding my one nostril closed. And just settle your crazy, crazy mind down..

I sit on the floor...my mind is calm
I force myself to think away from the things I have posted..
and think of
them wanting me to go back to county
for sight lines.
and kind of look forward to it..
as a nice get away
and a reason to punch someone in a bar or something..
"'porn,'XXXX said , "so the can gather sight lines mainly can't they ever do this with sets..at a fuckin' theater or something.?" I ask licking the inside of the met  baggie ripping it open for more with my tongue

""No they need real fear...and real...acquiescence...submission from you..Dummy or it won't read ,won't translate.."

'i'm kinda getting a bit tired of being this submissive type they think I am.."I tell XXXX

"Yeah ,yeah right ."XXXX says stamping out

"we can do some remixing Dumbo..make you more aggressive.. pump up some of your alpha male shit but IT comes with a price...in terms of what goes with it.."Evan graphs.

"what's the price?" I graph back..

Evan graphs,"It's bang bang or gang bang kiddo..nothing in between..unless ..
unless..you can really
reach...
and give us some
"Can I get a miracle " shit ...
from sources
beyond one's Merge..
......
"Dude I Just want out of this.." I graph..

and Evan reminds me ..once again that "death" isn't exactly...
the out I might HOPE it is...
once one has been "collected"
-to this degree'

I want XXXX to come back
I shouldn't have taken the meth
is that why he gave to me?

cuz he knew the Mandlers wanted me focused on what they could do.
and how far they will go when I least expect it
to force me to REACH  physically

Evan graphs through me .."HURT you so much ...that we "get that spark" that begins with

"OOOOOOOOOOOOOOohhh Lawdy
help me help me...save me...
take me..."Evan Visages ,as The FACETAKER..dressed in scrubs..

"it all goes together Dumbo...don't you see?"

I have seen enough .I have heard enough...and I wonder how ..at this point and can reach beyond this
to something higher
than this false god
to a real G-d?(can I really believe in one? - that has watched and seen what has happened to me and others who have gone through this and worse?'''can anyone?)
those who were on the sidelines
clinically involved but -removed--
informed but -just enough..not to ask questions nor ask questions of themselves
(this is wrong,this is cruel ,this is "sick")
 you
you know who you are ..are cruel ,wrong and sick in ways I can never be..
should I have faith in a G-d that"acts"
ONLY so he might
one day ----put you through what you have put me through...
is that a good enough reason to believe..
warmongers.
types who join agencies and institutions
that allow one to "get their Mengle' on)
perhaps these institutions were only created so those like you could
be watched as well....
more than any reader could
and those of you
more than any not so innocent bystander who had watched -not innocent at all
when this
was at it's worst..
not just to me ..but to the thousands of others.behaving in ways ...so similar.to any lunatic..\
you saw the look and fear in our  eyes. and smiled

not one has ever written ...of what they saw ..or what they know by your kind

as profiled as the targets were could not have been half of what it took to profile a man or woman who would actually go through with this..
they knew where to look
for maniacs..Cole Cohen 4/17/13

 'Hollywood" ,I think,I graph to Evan


"now that's the spirit..." Evan graphs morphing into a little Teddy bear.
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