i interface with Ev.
he knows me..
no one else does..
as no body else
reads my mind.

not like him
i wonder if they know
what it's like to first of all have nobody but a computer screen to talk to about this..
who doesn't think you're jack rabbit crazy.

they know but they don't care.

but they record ..and play..
as my life grows more miniscule
by the minute
as my dreams and ambitions become as small as the nano in my brainpan and temporal lobe..

what are they watching
what expotentials of thought on days like this

"subject has felt an itch on shin

xy/+x+

will he scratch it?

xy-y =xx

oh
i know my data is outsourced and people
peep in from time to time
and tru christie
comes in
when i am out of control
to humiliate and psycho op me down to
specimen
from time to time but usually it's just me and EVAN
going through the live long day
his imagery
the visuals
are odd today
all mardi gra masks


and things in the overlays
scary things..
not beautiful things
but EVAN says he has to.
because it reflects
the scary way i am writing about things I probably never shoulda begun writing about to begin with

Evan directs me to some sweet kindly reasons.

he doesn't point out that they use
all sorts of judgement and methods of "getting the BEST of your soul"
which unfortunately means
psychological rundowns of the interfaced kind to 'make you a hi definition of Black and White.
yet one feels the Eugenic Judgement not of Good or Bad
but should this
guy
not only be able to live "forever"
but live right now.


I have had problems with the intrusiveness of the 'studies" since day one..
and do not trust THE TEAM at all
nor do I trust the glossed up explanations of the whys and wherefores

though seeing the Dali Lama helps
I cannot help but feel
i am being tricked
to go on

Tiger Blood Intervention/Speers and Spirals

Tuesday, May 21, 2013

 For every thought, your brain produces weak electrical signals that can be decoded through electroencephalography (EEG). By simply wearing a special cap fitted with electrodes that capture brain waves and leverage neurofeedback, researchers can use software to make sense of the signals, and, in turn, control devices. While not new technology, recent technology breakthroughs have opened up new commercial markets for a technology that was once relegated to research labs




.it is wrong  to place blame ....on what happened allegedly to Tim Trimdoll.as the Industry had been lent the "apps" for the fun of it...

just as the "cult "of Gary Rainy and Compo Cola had been lent the apps for the fun of it...

more so however than Gary Rainy or Compo Cola
surprisingly Parasol Pictures found the most use for it.
for it was a gr8
way to cut down on bungled line reads and missing marks

according to one studio head it could
cut costs in ways we never imagined..
but
they
imagines things and ways of using the equipment
with perhaps too much enthusiasm
and there were snags

very big investments had already been made in certain "subjects" (in this case a handful of unaware movie stars that were not keeping within the "studio way" that 

certain studio heads wanted to "intervene" with..

some were taking lots of drugs. and showing up 

on set with red eye and unread lines .

and "could use a little spanking" 

and were thus the first to

get "apped" up..

however they found out rather quickly that doing drug interventions with 

technology that

simulated both aural and visual hallucinations 

kinda"

wasn't the best way

to go...

opps i did it again...i picture the Mandlers saying..

while transmitting an image of bugs and worms over Tim Trimdoll's visual cortex..."anything to get him clean" was the only advice ...

perhaps in retrospect

a more traditional type of counseling 

would have fit the bill

Tuesday, May 14, 2013

Adam Parker vs Tim Trimdoll

Adam Parker was too much of a man's man to be an actor.



.if asked how he got in the business.he'd always say -he had come out to LA to work as a laborer...


his father and his brothers looked down on his job 

being an actor.
to them
was 
somehow unmanly

never mind his job being an unmanly actor had bought his father his house.,his mother's gravestone and his brothers cars.boats and and their kid's college educations

nevermind ..Adam parker was making 20 million a picture 

according to his father Adam living in a "fantasy bubble"

and  that he was  too afraid to get a real job..like the rest of the real world..that he'd have more respect for him if he worked with his hands.
like his brothers.

on the rare occasions Adam  went home .. his brothers made a point  of tipping their hats ,bowing down to him 



at dinner asking  
if this actor or this one was a fruit.

and if he'd ever kiss a guy
to "be in da Mooovies"

  long ago
"going home"
had  stopped being any thing  mine-able  of "method" for his " fantasy bubble" job.
which now included mentoring new 
up and comer's at Parasol Pictures
by Proxy

it was a new way of working 
relatively new
it saved on production costs.
working with "apps"
the nano
the occipital overlay  helped you stay "on mark' ,know which camera to look at.
and the aural overlays helped you stay on line
it wasn't exactly cheating

as line reading and staying on mark was really not technique but-technicality
but 
Tim Trimdoll
was threatening to expose the "app thing" 
tim Trimdoll had helped develop it with Tru Christie and Parasol pictures.
till Tru Christie used it to drive Tim,a known druggie scumbag homo crazy with it 
like a decade and a half ago.

Tru assumed Tim had been permantantly institutionalized.or jumped from a bridge or some thing
but about 2 years ago Tim 
pops up online
fancying himself like some Perez hilton yapping about the apps.
saying he  was some human monkey experiment and that tru christie is josef mengele and shit


this eleaborate scheme was set up to bring Trimdoll back to Hollywood..
an assistant at Parasol
after discovering his blog.
like calling all cars the industry types who did the apping..or what Tim Trimdoll calls Doming
what a fag
Doming.
it's a simple thing 
the apps.
it's just private 
and might ruin it for the audience ,if they knew actors were being  helped a little with the technicalities
big fuckin deal
but Tim is threatening to tell the whole story about Parasol Pictures
including 
the referentials
and that's where 
they draw the line

once you get apped with nano..you're always apped
so 
Tru Christie is giving 
it another go getting
this piece of human garbage to jump ..
or slash his wrists
with the "ear" thing
and some 
screenwriters are giving him some horror show type of "eye" things..
Tru even called in some  ex-agency types from back east  to do some Dream weaving on this turncoat ruiner
and Tru has asked me 
to 
 keep tabs on 
Tim Trimdoll..
during me days off.
it's easy i just put on a head set and listen to what the sick son of a bitch thinks all day and help dreamweavers conconct some nightmare on elm st shit on his homo,sicko dreams

dude's on like 4 mg of Ativan..and fuckin Lexapro and going bonkers all over Memephis ,Ohio where Tim Trimdoll lives in a fuckin trailor.

a fuckin trailor.
this hot shot 
who was supposed to be the next big thing.

but hotshot made a quick enemy of Tru christie.

and that was the end of Tim Trimdoll
or at least they thought so
.
a ruiner.

Tru said his interfaces with Tim were like corresponding with some type of insect,some devil,some other species of humanhood..,a monster.

so Tru
starts letting other people listen in on Tim Trimdoll's thoughts like the dude is some 
freak in side show.

which he is.


a fruit.
of course.
one of those that gave actors a bad name..
no wonder they drove him outta town..
Trimdoll was now  a writer...or considered himself one..a loser.
an embarrassment to the industry
a drunk 
a druggie
a bum 
well the bum was now talking and writing about trade secrets...
nobody of course was gonna publish him..or read him but he was making waves as sour grapes has been type can't help but do..
talkin and writing...some faggity blog called
The Apping Ouch

actors don't talk about  Apps.

what you think

this is about?

LA REFERENTIAL by DENNY PACE

they hate when i think of them as dumb
almost
more so than they care if i think of them as joseph mengele
on Emotive headset
 with an advance Virtual Reality 5 sense over ride program
"in the port'

t it's all about
the "Mind's Eye
what one sees
inside
get it

try it

if i (granted not through synthetic telepathy ) but through "sumblimation" albiet
transparent sublimation

if
"I saw tomato"

you either
again

I sing it this time...
i assume for a brief synaptic pivot you saw a red shaped vegetable in your mind

again

though i sing to you...:I say tomato t you SAY-"

to-MAT-o

if I say Brad Renfro
you say
where'd he go..?

hmmmm
let us not GO there.

one goes some places...one doesn't Come Back
or one ends up in some heath ledger on what NOT to do ...to one's
to their.to our

sells
i mean selves
or self(s)
as they are working on making selves in the same self so one self does not get hurt doing inter neural interface
to do this one must have an over lay of a standardized "game' self..

i make suppositions with renfro..
i hear things you know
and certain things get
mis interpreted..

i' am insane .
None of this is but ravings of a loon I re-iterate.sheer delusion..these are the writing s of a mad man there is no
body because there was no crime and all that depalm-esque/harlan coban  shit...they (meaning the spirits ,the Saints of Schizophrenia and Synthetic Possession via Psychotronic augment.it's one in the same isn't it when it's all possible..but than again it's 1957 and the computers are so large they fill an entire warehouse...
and there is no such things as human experiemntation
and i find it outlandish to think any country would own a man ...or want sway over a man's purchasing habits
or habit of any kind
or try to rehab them
to New Ways of seeing being and leaning


and they're a bit confused how to "do it"
as there is no longer a group conscious belief system besides
in Money and beauty  and Moving up the food chain
so they focus on the baser elements of sex
and the basic conscious and unconscious thought supposedly every has
that there is
in
fact something Bigger ,stronger OUT THERE ,UP THERE
and most
of all DOWN
THERE

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   Donnie Darko (2001) - IMDb

   

i think what they did to "The Omen"
which was supposed to re-introduce
certain 'essential" "touchstones'
onto the public..

"no dumbo," that remake was to get "the Zac Effron set to watch the original...

the money spent on these throw aways ,I think,i interface,"all these stoooopid movies...and their budgets could feed an entire nation.."

:They do feed an entire nation,,,you piece of human garbage..who knows nothing about ..crowd control..'
crowd control.is that what cinema is..

"we know what we're doing..she inadvertently graphs me a memory of her at a dinner party talking to someone about "Harvey" and jimmy Stewart..
and I hear someone say something about knowing a weird kid in jr high named Donald darko,I swear,the kid's fuckin name was fuckin Donald Darko..."

"watch it kiddo...cuz we're watchin you 'ground bound style" real hard...careful ya don't get hit by a car.Again.

a film for every fear

they fuck with me..they want me thinking in all scary..
I actually read ..online yes..it is possible really possible that one can be scared to death

did you know that nightmare on Elm street was based on wes craven reading in some newspaper about a bunch of young Asian boys in California being afraid to go to sleep..
cause ..some dream meister...
was getting into their dreams and ..like terrorizing them...
I cannot help but wonder what wild psychotronic tests were being done on young Asian boys in California ..in 1982..
this is not a good way to "see the world" or the master of the universe that own the airways..

parasol pics wants to make
a film direct neural style ..straight to cortex
based on some of what fear they place inside me..day and night..
there are long pauses ..empty bits in these blog s ..cuase ..
weeks on ..weeks would I be more concerned ..
offing my way out of this mess.
---
yes indeed..
who wouldn't..
and trust me

no mandlers came to the door saying "no..we'll ease up on you.."
nope..
not the case..

I suppose there was a part of me that thought so..

would have just been another read is all.
..I pictured some mandler taking off his headset ....putting me on manual..
coming back and putting gtheir headset on ..and being like
"hello?...hello?
...ooops look like another One bit the dust...we'll just have to pick up another one"
but thing is it wouldn't be one with no ...
Monarch programing ..
just some guy off the street..
(a warning film for the young set)

a remake of "Seconds"
with whatshiz name..they graph...maybe just to keep me busy..(I just work here..damn if I know what is really what)
some chatter..
though
means at least I am ..
being engaged..--
it's maybe more than I deserve//

maybe even get someone to emulate james wong(was it) and  director john frankenwhatever's style ...

they entice me to think
what changes would have to made.for my demographic..or more so
younger.
i imagine what they'd do to it..
i see the scenes being done with beautiful young starlets and boytoys
which will
actually separate the movie go-er from the imprinting
and referential that this film is being made for.  according to Evan
when an audience member sees people Better Looking
 they
actually
remove themselves from the experience
as most people do not look like movie stars
but stars
i sense Valerie Prentice taking note that we
hey
idiot valerie graphs we told you that and hey dumbo
everyone in the film is in their 40's..
it's a referential...
my job .
is to think "Seconds"
like some unpaid fucking
screenwriter.
we pay you ...
oh yeah they pay me
I either get nice sound and vision
or a horror show of sound and vision..
i begin thinking of *****
in the part and receive a sharp pain in my arm..
they want Tim Trimdoll

Cole: 2 Years.3 Months 14 days .The Last Day (1980-2014)

I am not the first to be killed by this

nor will I be the last.

2 years 3 months

and 14 days

is enough

if i live with this anymore.

i will be as guilty as them

every targeted individual  becomes part of the machine

a helper. in research and development.

a criminal themselves.

a good man 

says 

no

i will have no part.

whatever left that is good in me

will

be taken as 

cowardice.

i know the difference

Today, the fundamental idea remains in the definition of AR,is "the interaction of superimposed graphics, audio and other sense enhancements over a real-world environment that’s displayed in real-time".The problem in explaining this technology is

that
there are 2 worlds
it is being developed for

the consumer
and the
enemy

i assure you that the enemy will have
much higher fidelity
and a much
more immersive experience
that you
as the enemy is getting a "treat"
of breakthroughs
kept form the public ..that VR has come a wee bit more advanced than some plastic glasses and some bone conductive novelty
of sound play
 a bizarre ,frightening demarcation of what is currently available for the private sector

 and what is currently available for other sectors outside the commercial is terrifying

."this is what is possible now" in no way  corresponds to  the declassified information about either Virtual Reality OR Artificial Intel

primarily  that not only can 5 sense over lay be done with out glasses or any wearable and thus see-able appendage.

that it also is done in tandem
with technology now a decade old that literally can read ,decipher and playback a Neural Scanning" of your mind
into sentences,words and syntax.which has in the previous decade lead to programs being developed to predict algorithms to displace and tangle  with emitted thought patterns

technology that so surpasses the WOW factor of some flinty holographic 'experience" as seen on a contact lens or eyepiece is because to be able to transmit the "neural dust' unknowingly and that activate the "host's senses and cognition's unknowing once again is a preferable path for those that wish to establish a 'sway and or brace" on your perceptions and brain patterns without one knowing
that a.This technology is not only possible but here b.The Power of the Technology of biosensors that can literally encode your inner workings into both written sentences and hear sentences..and that the transmissions which are as unsee-abe as the nano can further more use your decoded thoughts to begin a "conversation" with technology that can be introduced through bone conductive auditory but occipital over ride of one vision as well..this goes past ,way past sublimated symbols one might see one a billboard or tv set...this goers so beyond the current use of the word sublimated sound and seeing suggestion that there currently is no other word BUT Mind Control that has become conveniently synonymous with conspiracy theorist.s etc


Cole M. i love you ma"
 2009Lexington Ky.

NEURAL INTENT vs VOCALIZED DEMONSTRATION of INTENTION

my father
calls early in the morning
i had the phone on vibrate.the phone starts moving around making wicked noises.
i look at the phone moving around
like it's some pet waking me up
for treats
or to go out side.
I start thinking about pets..
"this is what happens when you get a pet..they wake you up and start making funny noises and moving around.maybe knocking things over
...cats too
if you mistakenly train them to drink milk.
i would not recommend anyone do this..as the cat becomes more like a dog. wanting stuff...
the milk i assume makes the cat
think it's a perpetual kitten..
the phone stops moving and wailing
i turn around and sink my head back in the pillow happy
sort
that i don't have a pet.
but than i start thinking of old pets i have
and wish one were here .jumping on the bed.
naturally assuming it's needs are more important than mine
which they are
because their littler than me
and don't really know
who or what is taking care of them
or if all being taking care of stops today for no reason

like a kept boy./rent boy
who's so called 'sugar daddy" suddenly finds someone
younger cuter..
with a hair cut that looks like a triangle on their head
some Boyfriend who says he will never .EVER let you go ..goes and sells your ass to a fucking Cybernetic Company cause you
had a min relapse
and crashed his mini into a mini mart


i bury my head in the pillow to block the sun
and the day
when the phone starts .again
vibrating against the bed table making fog horn type sound ..moving around
"Pick up the phone Dumbo ,"EVAN graphs,I look around to see if Ev has appeared as something..the great gazoo ..lately ,briefly an actor "I go for" on TV

I pick up the phone not because of the interface but because it's annoying the hell outta me,it;s making such a racket I don't bother checking who it is...
"yo,,what's up.."
"hello,:my Dad says,"you up?
"sorry," I say quickly getting out of bed,,"I didn't know who it was.."
"-and because you didn't know who it was ...you're decision is to answer the phone in that matter ,a 44 year old man ,with,"You what's up?"
what does one say to that
:Evan graphs maybe one doesn't "say" or Think" anything =
at "that" but just
imprints it onto their ,Shut up" I say,and than remember I 've said it aloud,to my father
"you on something..you know what they can do if you don't stat sober...I'm calling about your previous post..I think you should take it down..'

""it really is offensive ,that post ,"Evan concurs through interface..and risky in ways that a Dumbo shouldn't risk..besides we are an Independent Org...

"yeah ,yeah i say...and ask him how he is doing
i am aware that

EVAN and my team are gaging my responses
to find out what is behind them concerning INTENT
(does he really care how his father is.OR is he just following some social etiquette
there a map for that there a specific line
a width
and pulse.
that can tell