My phone is hacked being stalked and harassed, so many people have no idea what's going on,that organized stalking is a very real thing,it sounds so crazy,and actually symptoms of a persecutionary disorder, so we aren't helped,we are called the people who did something bad so we deserve it through a smear campaign, there's no where to get help,community gets involved, but everything is a secret,the things said about us is a secret,and we look worse and worse over time because the harassment we endure.
Fellow TI’s…. It’s been a ROUGH ROUGH few months/weeks and a few days for me as a TI….. I really wanted to just reach out to those who get what I (we) go through. It’s a living nightmare, isn’t it? And it’s getting WAY worse, isn’t it?….And I can name on one hand the people in my life who I have known I was safe discussing this harsh reality with…. The 99.9% of the rest of my time is spent longing for, and self restraining, full disclosure.I’m just feeling so alone and I wanted to message on YouTube those who are also alone. I really fear it’s never going to end, that it will get only worse. It feels like being rounded up in a public concentration camp. And those who are aware and/or perpetrating (for me this includes FOI) just let it happen….: it hurts. It really is painful- just constant source of inconceivable pain. Perhaps someday we will win, but for me- the damage has already been done, and likely worsening with each passing day and from every act of electronic torture.I don’t know why we go through this, and why my prayers go unanswered- why “god” doesn’t care…. I know if my child cried out for me the way I cry out to whatever may be out there, I’d have responded with brute force a long time ago. This process has led to my growing atheism and belief in an indifferent universe.I’m sorry to bring it to this level today, I feel like this most every minute of every day, and do my best to keep spirits up and shine my light….. but it’s fading you guys. My light is fading. My soul is tired. My body doesn’t want anymore. My list for life is gone. I used to love this life. I used to love life. I now doubt I’ll ever regain the things I’ve lost/ that have been stripped and raped from me.
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